[Bakerboo]

Originally Posted by gojohnniegogo

I dunno how to describe this. I avioded up to now, but meh, I'm drunk so I'll spill

This girl I dead faniced (and still do) I'd hung out with a few times and she'd showed an interest (at least thats how it seemed) anywhos after meeting on a local forum, then chatting on first Facebook then M S N, we met one day, had a good chitter chat over Sweeny Todd. After seeing her speaking to her there I thought 'forget it, she's wayyyyy out of your league laddo!' Things progressed anyway, we went to another town for a night out (she kissed me that night, and I thought there was a chance of more than friendship), met again to watch a film at mine, then another DVD at hers... then more physical stuff happened at mine the following week.. then she didnt speak to me for ages. I wandered for a few days what had happened how she felt about it etc, but she wouldn't speak to me and I was dead upset. I posted her a letter I'd written. To wich she text me 'I dont appreciate you putting letters through my door. Dunno why you think stuffs different but nothings changed' Anyway it went from that to 'leave me alone' which totally destroyed me inside. She'd instaged anything physical between the two of us. I'm still not over this and it happened in February. I still care deeply about this girl despite many friends attempts at telling me she was taking the p155. Worst things is even before we met she told me she led people on. But she said she stopped before anything happened. Which got me even more. Grrrr!!! Ah well, that was then I suppose!

awwww bless u johnnie hun - c'mere and let baker give u a bit fat wobbly cuddle... there's plenty of room for yer head in my bosom lol